You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal

the day have been a dandy one. ratatouille with my sis and her friend. the day was mighty hot i tell you. its scorching hot that i feel the sun ray just penetrate into my flesh. these are the days where i feel like swimming and floating and getting all burned and dark. picnic anyone?! on monday morning? or probably afternoon cause holiday makes me sleep like a log and i probably will wake up like...let me see...10am. okay..it isnt that bad actually, waking up at 10am cause some of my friend wake up at 12 or 1pm.

aisyah said that im hot and that is because she wants me to feel nice and good about myself. apparently im just fat and ugly. ill die a spinster and will never have a soulmate. hahahahaha...okay. i will always have my part time lover but wont get a full time lover. hahaha....okay this is like so random!

second brother bought munchy donuts home. and its all chocolate, chocolate, chocolate! someone once told me that chocolate taste better than sex. lol! i got no comments for that!

i probably need a sugar daddy or sugar mummy! cause im broke! im broke....not a penny to my name. how sad! if i were to die tmr, you cant inherit anything except for my violin and clothes. thats all i have. what a sad case! prolly, i can be a very good obedient girl and ask my dad to raise my allowance. hahahaha...FAT CHANCE but ill try my luck. keeping my fingers cross. :)

fasting month is approaching sooner than ive expected. time to lose that excess baggage! ya rite...i even promised myself to have a morning jog during the holiday and look now, ive been jogging on my bed. awesome rite!

anyway, someone gave me a sweet testimonial."A single soul dwelling in two bodies." thats very sweet of you. i guess we really had fun in our 7 years of friendship. issit 7 years already?! wahh....i dont mind growing old with my gorgeous people. and off the record. I LOVE YOU TOO BABE!

amour. confiance. pour toujours.

Cheerioz